Watching DEAD FILES with my daughter about para normal activity and the affects thereof. This one episode was quite revealing, reminds me of a scripture in Ephesians;
The fight is not against flesh and blood but SPIRITS and PRINCIPALITIES
A Fight to the Finish
“And that about wraps it up. God is strong, and he wants you strong. So take everything the Master has set out for you, well-made weapons of the best materials. And put them to use so you will be able to stand up to everything the Devil throws your way. This is no afternoon athletic contest that we’ll walk away from and forget about in a couple of hours. This is for keeps, a life-or-death fight to the finish against the Devil and all his angels.” Ephesians 6:12 The Message (MSG)
In this one episode of the DEAD FILES it explained strange lights that could be seen at times in the dark room, streams of light. The para normal expert explained how this “energy” was being transferred in a negative way, uncontrolled energy subconsciously emitted creating a “poltergeist”. This “creation” was causing great harm to the inhabitants of this home.
Our landlady shared about streams of light occurring during one of her classes. She showed me pictures she caught with her camera and has them adorned on her wall on Facebook. At first I too thought they were beautiful. However after my personal experience which I will get into later, and viewing this particular episode of the”Dead Files”, hairs stood on end! It was like receiving an electric shock. We emit energy; LIGHT! Some peoples “light” is not from God.
We have been renting a home from a woman who practices the arts of healing in a form called Qigong (chi gong) A soul who is like a sister to me. We shared food, wine and our life stories for over a year. One day she turned to me and said; “You are a very strong witch”
Those of you who know me, dad a once deacon in the Catholic Church, know I was raised like a “Pastors Kid”. Even my caption in my graduating yearbook stated; “My eyes shall always be raised to God Enthroned Above” and of course we can profess to be something however its our ACTIONS which reveal the heart of the matter…the real you. Eventually all masks fall off and our real self is exposed.
Zip to now and well let me share my story.
I have been happily married to an amazing man. A trooper my troubadour, 15 yrs blessed to be with him. We had many ups and downs, buried his parents, my dad, saw me through many changes with my family, saw him through changes with his and we loved strong and steady. He is a Viet Nam survivor
Found this quaint place near the ocean, rented from this struggling artist. She adored having us there, loved our laughter she said, loved my husbands talents; carpenter. She would take money off the rent and he would re do her pipes, switching all to plastic. Re furbish her roof, re do her AC ducts so the house would vent properly, put in doors for her and even made a walk in closet. We all became very close.
During this time I learned more about her life, the abuse she sustained and I do believe in my heart she was wretchedly abused. Her explaining her lover, pornographic ways of seduction of his followers and literally, like her, these weak willed women would leave their husbands and give great sums of money to him.
And she calls me a WHITE WITCH because “You are so strong” I had no idea what she was talking about until one day I saw it, like a big black moving shadow form move across the room whenever I entered this room in the house it would leave AND I would always be so cold. She would text me (the AC unit control was on my side of the duplex home) “could you please put the AC down”, even my husband said “Honey you keep it so hot in here” but i wasn’t hot i was FREEZING. I had to go outside to get warm
Now when seeing this form I would think it was my imagination..my eyes failing not thinking “evil”…and then I found out the artist that lived there before me was asked to leave because he was “acting crazily”. Then the story of this other woman who also lived there COMMITTED SUICIDE ! The man prior to me had his dog uncontrollably crap everywhere and she asked him to leave and she told me the dog got amazingly better after they left, she was still friends with this said renter.
Ok maybe coincidence? Then she shared more about black magic spells, stealing karma’s and books about goddesses and this KALI God she was named after. She freaked when she said someone left a smiley face slashed with a knife on her property. It truly just looked like a ripped balloon that could have floated in from anywhere. The Smiley Face use to be a symbol she used in her practice, and her ex lover, who practiced the “black arts”, knew this. She was sooo FEARFUL literally quaking so I took the thing made it into a ball and threw it out. She shared about his power and I shared about the BLOOD OF THE LAMB the power in the Name of JESUS and taught her to pray and encouraged her to HAVE FAITH not DOUBT GODS LOVE FOR HER and she professed her love for Jesus, that day. Laying down beliefs of all false gods. Encouraged her to read scriptures and let God know how much He loves her, Let Him strengthen her….not man, books or tarot cards.
Well more episodes of fear emerged, more shadow sightings and then even my husband saw it with his own eyes, a car pulled up , a large black man got out of the passengers side and out popped a woman..walked down our private drive and pulled down her pants to pee on the property I KID YOU NOT, you couldn’t make this crap up. She also had this device in her hand and was pointing it towards the street when she was through voiding.
What did I do? Jumped up grabbed my camera and took her picture (we lived on an acre of land) This woman apologized saying she was “waiting for her boyfriend” My landlord quickly filed a police report believing it was someone definitely trespassing.
Again she thanked me for my fearlessness and we all “loved on”. Yes this is the most difficult part to share. She states;
“You two are always so happy together, never thought I would want to marry again”
A year in a half planning to visit my daughter in Ontario, we own three fuzzy fluffy children; American Bulldog Freckles, Min Pin Mix Pickles and Yoshi my Congo African Grey and no one to care for them. Not our landlady as my dog Freckles HATED her, she would growl EVERY time she saw her. she would share; “Oh because you are the Alpha female she doesn’t like me” My husband would put our dog in submission and yell at her, and me I just couldn’t figure it out, Freckles hair would raise ontop of her canine body and she would seriously growl NEVER have i seen this reaction towards any one of my friends. And my landlady would look so fearful every time she saw her. I would hug her and say Freckles see its ok. Freckles didn’t trust her….now I know why. She DID see something we couldn’t.
Well my husband went to Ontario without me, he is retired and this was the plan, he would return then I would go up when he came back because of the pets. Well that is what I thought our decision was based on, I was wrong. It was after I left he professed his love to our landlady how he couldn’t get her out of his head and stated he was going to leave the premises “To get his head on straight” that he didn’t want to ruin my vacation (yes the one I am on now while writing this)
Well the landlady called me to tell me what my husband said to her a day later as she “Couldn’t sleep and had terrible headaches and knew she had to tell me” She texted me this while I was waiting in a Toronto Airport. “It’s repercussions from a penis whirlwind” I thought. However as 24 hrs passed her demand for me to come home grew and her texting became more bizarre ; “I smell death, I think he killed Yoshi (My bird), come home now” to “He has lowered the air and its freeing over here, he is trying to freeze up the air conditioner and break it”.
So here I am trying to absorb everything while my heart is breaking. I re read the texts she made to me and shake my head, it was total fear and extreme anger. It was within this time frame I called my husband and confronted him with her story. He admitted that he had confessed to her that he did indeed have intense feelings towards her and was going to move out to “get his head on straight” Not wanting to hurt me he would wait till after my vacation to tell me this. (Ok, so their stories are lining up.)
But, then the crushing blow…
Over the course of two days tried my best to show forgiveness. Never have I’ve been spoken to so horribly by someone, let alone someone I called friend.
In the background, my husband now feeling he lost everything, started to break down.
It wasn’t 24 hours later when he called the police stating “I hear voices that are telling me to kill myself” and he was Baker Acted and put away in a Psych Hospital for 2 weeks.
You can NOT make this crap up!
Through intense treatment my husband came to terms with his fragile state. During this whole emotional whirlwind she evicted us.
She literally said the reason she was being so horrible to me is because I confronted my husband and didn’t keep it a secret. What woman wouldn’t confront their husband? My life was falling apart.
Understandably if you think you are being stalked by a crazed renters husband much of this could be true. Certainly this must have been her focus.
Yes we were close, she shared her thoughts like a sister with me……..and unfortunately to my husband as well.
Her last text was “I’m moving on girlfriend” “You are unreal” and she deleted me from her life. Ask my family, her rantings were sadly a narcissistic nature. As I reflect now totally understand her fear, and a scripture comes to mind; “What you fear will come upon you”
Husband was released to my daughter’s care and preceded to share with me the still very grave feelings he has for her. It was heartbreaking to hear. His anger and rage was focused one me.
“FORGIVE THEM FATHER FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO” and Resurrection power came. Now it’s time for us to dust off the fall out and walk on
Is Qi Gong safe? What energy are you letting into your life? Just like the family in the dead files, they too thought they were living a normal life until the attacks came. I now believe what happened was negative energy thrown at my precious sister’s life. All so to dismantle “LOVE and Security”.
Not blind to the works of darkness, I discern the intentions of the curse thrown at my landlord and how it affected the whole “house”; (our souls)
My landlady, my husband and me, and even her ex lover and teacher. He was definitely revealed. It is written; “What is hidden WILL be brought to light”.
His knowledge of Voodoo and witchcraft will have no more affect on my precious sister in the Lord, for she now has the most powerful weapon of warfare, NO DOUBT. She knows she is in Christ Jesus.
No matter what curse is thrown at us GODS GRACE IS ALWAYS PRESENT we just need to look in the mirror and listen to that still small voice of our conscious, it’s where God hides within our purified DNA.
So my friends remember and I reiterate; “The clinical consequences of inappropriate use of this technique has been described as the “Qigong deviation syndrome”, which has become a diagnostic term “now used widely in China” and is associated with a range of somatic and psychological disturbances. The commonest somatic symptoms include headaches, insomnia and discomfort caused by abdominal distension, while common psychological symptoms include anxiety, agitation and depression. Extreme psychological symptoms can include uncontrollable behaviors, psychosis and suicide.”
So if you are seeking for truth and you may even hear teachers speak of truth, don’t be so eager to practice with them, DISCERN THEIR FRUITS. See their relationships for what they are and just what “light” they are using. Especially when they are fleecing weak willed women to build up their classes, their “Healing Practice” they are the wolves in sheep clothing!
WOMEN WE NEED TO STAND FOR TRUTH remembering and upholding;
Discern what cloud you are walking on, yes the people you are associating with!
Father forgive me, for my lack of understanding about my own heart and the hearts around me.
Heal us Yeshua, Jesus, only begotten son of Our Father, sacred Jehovah Creator of Heaven and Earth, having Your Will completed within us as we forgive those who have been unfaithful and let me not be tempted to do the same.
Deliver us from all evil Amen
Addendum: One month and what has happened? Healing for my heart and re-dedication to the Heart of Jesus, renewing of my mind. My husbands ex wife has died suddenly, only 62, which has sent a shock wave through the family. A wake up call indeed.
Received a call from landlord, heartfelt apology with forgiveness granted. We are all so flawed, so needing God’s redemptive grace.
This has been the most difficult season of growth in my life so far. During seasons like this you discover how much we need one another. We are all so fragile, fragmented and precious. Love on my friends, forgive…and LOVE ON, remembering EVERYTHING which happens in our life is an invitation for a deeper, richer walk with our Creator.
I miss my husband and the love and hope we shared.
THANK YOU for those reaching out with sound truth and love.
May God’s will be done is my only breath.