Hard to believe 2020 is here, feel very much alive and not so different as when speculating as a teenager in my parents home. Smiling here realizing I call it “parents home”, not our “childhood home“, so suppose my projection has indeed changed. A defence mechanism arises as I write, almost subliminally, as my ego defends itself against qualities by denying their existence. Not a good way to start the new decade!
Sitting here on a little stool in my newly made office I smile, one thing is true, content with my thoughts like a seagull in water. There is food to be found, tides come and go and knowing how to fly certainly helps. Flight or fight has always been a known concept of adaptation, yet hyperarousal analyzed reveals some interesting facts, bottom line, stress can kill even the brilliant, wing size isn’t the key, knowing how to fly is.
Every moment when in the midst of nature, listening to her sounds of existing; life all around me, just have to pinch myself and say THANK YOU. Thank you for all the stretching, the embracing and letting the miraculous work her grace to completion. Just breathe and ride in the waves of change. 2020 perfect our vision!